Want Me Page 4

  “About New York?”

  “No. This house. This family. You.”

  “Me? I was the pain-in-the-ass Princess. What would you want to remember about that?”

  “You were the prettiest little girl I’d ever known. By the time I was getting ready for NYU, you’d gotten even more beautiful. Now, you’re…”

  She could feel the blush again and realized it was going to be a problem. “I’m…?”

  He inhaled deeply. “We should go eat.” He walked past her and out the door.

  Shannon touched her cheeks, willing them to cool off, wondering what had just happened.

  * * *

  NATE HAD WOKEN UP BEFORE the alarm. He’d adjusted to the time change, being in the Northern Hemisphere, and the sounds of the city. He hadn’t done as well with adjusting to the beds.

  At the hotel he’d never found the sweet spot, so those nights had been crappy. Myles’s bed was even worse. It sagged in the middle, so no matter where he started, he ended up sinking, his back curving unnaturally. While in the hottest shower he could stand, he’d debated changing rooms after Danny left, but that would be weird seeing as it was now Mrs. Fitz’s sanctuary.

  So, he’d work in a couple of massages while he was here. The shower had helped get the kinks out, but now he was running late. He finished shaving, then wiped the shaving cream away. Making sure the towel around his waist was secure, he opened the bathroom door and bumped right into Shannon.

  He decided to ignore that his startled squeak was almost the same pitch as Shannon’s. “Sorry, sorry.”

  She’d backed up a couple of steps, pulling the top of her robe together. “No, I just didn’t expect…”

  Her gaze had gone from his face to his chest. And stayed there. He checked. The towel hadn’t fallen.

  She let go of her robe to gesture at his body, at least from the neck down. “When did all that happen?”

  He chuckled. He’d been a skinny kid, but he’d done a great deal of hard manual labor overseas, and when there were lulls, he kept himself ready. He returned her gesture, although his wave was focused more around the breast area. “When did all that happen?”

  “Point taken,” she said, with an uneasy laugh. “But hey. Nice.”

  “You, too.”

  “Now go away. I need to shower.” She sounded friendly, unaffected, but he’d seen the telling blush as she pushed past him in a sudden hurry. “You better not have used up the hot water.”

  “Would I do that to you?”

  She turned, her gaze flickering to his chest before meeting his eyes. “Please.”

  “Yeah, okay. But it wasn’t my fault. Have you ever slept in Myles’s bed? I kept waking up thinking I was being smothered.”

  “So, no hot water left?”

  “I wouldn’t linger if I were you.” He couldn’t, either. Not without embarrassing himself. Partly her fault, the way she’d looked at him.

  Shannon sighed.

  He accidentally brushed her arm. “I’m sorry. I’ll be more considerate. I will. I haven’t had to be for a while.”

  She stared at the place he’d touched her, and when she looked up again, he knew he was in trouble. She was a very beautiful woman. Not a kid, not a teen. And he’d spent a few hours of sleeplessness thinking about how pale her skin was and if all her hair was as stunningly red. He’d felt weird about that last night, but not now. He wanted her, and he was pretty damn sure she wanted him right back.

  She cleared her throat, then hurried into the bathroom and shut the door.

  It was a problem. He had no idea what the ground rules were. Except that he had no business being half-hard standing in the hallway. He made it to Myles’s room in case Brady hadn’t gone to his girlfriend’s place last night, but Nate was acutely aware that the next door over was Shannon’s bedroom. That she was taking a shower right this minute. Naked. Pale. Her nipples would be pink. Like the color of her blush.

  Shit.

  * * *

  “WAIT,” SHANNON SAID, pointing at Nate. “Come over here and stand in front of the fireplace.”

  “Why?” He glanced at his watch.

  “It’ll only take a second. I need a couple of pictures.”

  He frowned at her, but he was moving in the right direction. “For what?”

  “Neighborhood blog. No big deal, but I edit the damn thing and I need filler.”

  “Wait a minute. What are you going to say?” He had reached the brick fireplace and placed his hand on the mantel.

  She doubted he even realized he was posing, but she brought up her cell phone quickly, clicking as often as she could between flash charges. “You live a very adventurous and heroic life,” she said, moving a bit to her right to get another angle. Then she zoomed in even closer. He looked great in his dark suit, no tie, off-white shirt with the top button undone. She wished she could have gotten him in his towel this morning, but then again, she probably wouldn’t have been able to keep her hands steady.

  She clicked again. “You’re a native son. It’ll make a great story.”

  “How many people read this blog of yours?”

  “Oh, a lot.”

  “I’m not sure about this. There are people I don’t want to see. I was hoping to keep the visit quiet.”

  “Oh, well, that’s easy to solve. I’ll run it after you’re gone. And I’ll make sure to say great things about your organization. I looked it up. You guys do fantastic work.”

  “Yeah, we do. And they’ll appreciate the mention,” he said, then glanced at his watch again. “I’ve got to go.”

  “Fine,” she said, stealing one last picture.

  “But I get to read it, and if I don’t like it, you’re not going to run it.”

  She wanted to argue, but it didn’t really matter. She could easily skip writing a piece for the blog. This session was about the trading cards. “Deal,” she said.

  “Okay. See you tonight.”

  “Maybe Molly’s?”

  He smiled as he passed her. “Yeah, Molly’s sounds great.”

  She watched him as he walked, still stunned at her reaction to his…to him. The thing was, she hadn’t expected the change. He’d been one of those narrow boys, no ass, no chest to speak of. Like most of her brothers. Myles hadn’t been that way, though, at least not after puberty hit. He’d gathered a harem when he got on the junior varsity football team, and that hadn’t all been due to padding.

  But Nate, he’d had an average, if slim, silhouette the last time they’d been to the community swimming pool. He’d been seventeen, she’d been twelve, and she’d threatened to drown him if he continued to splash her with his stupid cannonballs.

  He wasn’t average anymore. Not a muscle man, either, just, well, sculpted. Defined. Enough chest hair to be enticing instead of daunting, and those guns…who would have guessed?

  She’d reacted. As any woman would. But being attracted to Nate seemed every kind of wrong.

  She’d make his trading card first thing. Get him out on the market. It probably was good that she hadn’t taken a picture of his naked chest. There’d be a riot at St. Marks.

  Her mother’s call from the kitchen snagged her attention, but a quick look at the clock got her moving. She had a huge day ahead, and now she was going to have to put together Nate’s card.

  It was possible that would have to wait. The lunch group wouldn’t get together for another week. For now, she’d look at the pictures, make sure she had a winner. She hoped so. It would be difficult to come up with another excuse.

  “I’ll have something at the plant,” Shannon said as she got her coat from the peg. “I’ll be in and out all day.”

  “Don’t get doughnuts,” her mother said, popping up in the dining room. “Your father can’t say no.”

  Shannon opened her mouth to object, then sighed. “How do you do that?”

  “I’m your mother. You can’t keep secrets from me.”

  “That’s what you think,” she said, putting her phone
into her purse.

  “You and Steven Patterson. Coney Island.”

  Shannon froze. “What are you talking about?”

  Her mother laughed. “Don’t try to fool me, missy.”

  It was time for Shannon to leave before she started thinking about that tattoo and her face gave her mother more ammunition. She opened the door, but only made it halfway out.

  “At least the tattoo wasn’t a tramp stamp,” her mom called out. “That would have been really embarrassing.”

  Shannon closed the door behind her and blushed all five blocks to the subway.

  * * *

  NATE STOOD BEHIND THE barricade that separated the street from the construction zone. He had no idea how long he’d been standing, but when he sipped his coffee, it was lukewarm, leaning toward cold. The sign on the chain-link fence was as familiar to him as the sound of the cranes and earthmovers. Brenner & Gill. Even after he’d inherited half of the firm, the Brenner referred to his father, not himself. And in about fifteen minutes, he would be meeting with Albert Gill, his father’s partner.

  Nate had known Albert most of his life. Yet he didn’t know Gill well. The basics, yes. His wife was Patty and he had two daughters, Melody and Harper. There had been Christmas dinners, because the Gills celebrated, and a couple of times they’d had Hanukkah dinners instead, even though Nate’s family were barely observant. But the families had never been friends. His father hadn’t had a gift for friendship, either. It was something of a miracle that he’d gotten married at all, given he preferred to be alone.

  That’s how they’d found him. Slumped over his drafting table on a Monday morning. He’d died the Friday before sometime between seven and midnight. According to the coroner’s office, he’d gone quickly, hadn’t felt a thing.

  Nate had come back for the funeral, but he hadn’t stuck around. It was a quiet business, and he’d been surprised to find that his mother and Leah had sat shivah for the whole week. Nate had worn a yarmulke, although he’d left it in the box by the door when he’d gone back to his hotel. His mother had made sure his old bedroom was left open for him, but he’d felt no need to stay.

  And while he’d mourned his father, it wasn’t what he’d been led to believe was normal. Frank Brenner had been more of an idea than a dad. He showed up at the important events, paid for most of Nate’s college education, but their relationship had been about expectations and conditions. Since Nate had stopped even trying to be his father’s ideal son after graduation, there’d been very little left.

  Now he would meet with Albert over lunch, and they’d have an awkward half hour when they tried to reminisce. Nate hoped their meal would be delivered quickly. Food would be an essential distraction until they got to the heart of the matter.

  Albert wanted out. It was the details Nate didn’t know, the considerations. He wanted to read Albert as he spoke, figure out what he could before Nate met with his attorney.

  There was a lot of money at stake. Building commercial crap paid well. The firm had a great reputation. But it wasn’t going to be close to a handshake deal. Albert had run the business. He’d made the deals, set the terms, got the financing. Nate’s father had designed the buildings, coordinated the construction plans. Albert had many, many friends. He was good with people and he was smart. No doubt he wanted a sizable amount.

  What he’d get was his fair share. Nate headed to the restaurant, four blocks from the construction site, prepared to be read in return. He was up for it. He wasn’t afraid of much these days. Too much time spent facing reality.

  He had to admit, though, he was looking forward to the game. He’d always liked chess.

  4

  DESPITE THE HORRIBLE DAY, as Shannon reached the entrance to Molly’s Pub, her pulse and breathing quickened. Nate was there already. He’d texted her ten minutes ago, which was a good thing, as she’d been so caught up in looking at the receivables she’d lost track of time.

  He’d said not to worry, he was relaxing with a pint. She glanced at the window that announced with green lettering that this was Molly’s Shebeen before she opened the heavy wooden door.

  It took a moment for her eyes to adjust, and there was Nate, sitting three booths from the wood-burning fireplace that was fed and stoked all winter. She hung up her coat, then went toward him, her excitement mounting.

  It would be fun to talk to him, was all. She wasn’t even thinking about how he’d looked in that towel this morning. Okay, she was thinking a little about that, but she wasn’t dwelling. That would be wrong. Foolish. The minute she started truly contemplating Nate as more than a friend, things got uncomfortable. He was family, and while it wasn’t technically inappropriate, it was close enough to make her squirm.

  His grin, however, made her light up. “Finally. I’m starving to death.”

  “Why didn’t you order something, then?” she asked as she slid into the seat across from him.

  “Because I’m polite.”

  “Don’t be ridiculous. You’re only polite when you want something. Is Danny coming?”

  “Nope.” Nate took a swallow from his half-empty Guinness. “It’s just you and me.”

  She picked up the menu although she didn’t need to look at it. Molly’s was literally just down the street from her house, and she’d been coming here long before she’d been legal. Not that they’d let her sit with the customers. She’d been escorted to the back room, where she’d been fed and given cold milk with her dinner, and no matter how she’d explained that in Ireland even kids got to drink beer, she was denied the pleasure until she’d hit her twenty-first birthday. Or so she’d have her family believe.

  “How was your day?” she asked, content to listen to Nate all evening.

  “Interesting.” He pulled out the New York Times classified section where he’d circled a bunch of listings. “It’s never not going to be insanely expensive to live in this city.”

  “You’re right,” she said as she noticed Ellen coming over with two beers on a tray.

  “How are you, Shannon?”

  “Good, thanks.”

  Ellen put a perfectly chilled and poured Guinness in front of her, then gave Nate another. “You two want food?”

  “God, yes,” Nate said. “Cheeseburger with blue for me.”

  Shannon started to order her regular spinach salad, but said, “The same for me, please,” instead.

  Nate’s brow rose first, then Ellen’s.

  “I’ve had a bad day. I’m hungry. So you can both be quiet.”

  Ellen left, and Nate leaned forward, elbows on the table. “What happened?”

  “Don’t want to talk about it. Tell me what you’ve found in the paper.”

  “Ah,” he said, frowning at the real-estate section. “Everyone told me this is the best time to buy, because everything’s going for rock-bottom prices. Rock bottom of what? I can’t find a decent two-bedroom town house with an on-site manager for less than a million and a half.”

  “It’s still Manhattan,” she said. “People keep coming, and they keep paying.”

  “Crazy is what it is.” He looked up at her with wide eyes, and even in the dim amber light, she could feel his interest. In the conversation, of course. “Your house has got to be worth many millions. You could sell that sucker and retire tomorrow, all of you. Move somewhere, pretty much anywhere but London or Paris, and live like kings for the rest of your life. And if you sold the plant, too?”

  “Yeah, well, that’s not going to happen. The house has been with us for generations. We’re not about to let it go. Not the plant, either, dammit.”

  His open mouth closed and his excited gaze turned to concern. “I didn’t mean anything by that,” he said. “I wasn’t serious.”

  She drank some so she could get her equilibrium back. After she patted the foam off her upper lip, she smiled at him. “I know. I shouldn’t have snapped at you. As I said, bad day.”

  “Did you eat lunch?”

  Shannon blinked at him. “Uh, yeah
. Why?”

  “You used to get cr—out of sorts when you waited too long to eat. When we were kids.”

  “I admit, I did get cranky years ago, and all right, yes, I probably should have eaten more today. How did you even remember that?”

  “Funny, huh, what sticks?” He tapped his temple. “Let’s just say I have a lot of blackmail material stored away up here.”

  She feigned covering her mouth for a cough that didn’t do much to hide her saying, “Underoos.”

  “Ouch,” he said. “Although, I seem to recall a My Little Pony phase that went on for an incredibly long time.”

  “Those were adorable. And very appropriate for a child my age.”

  “I wasn’t wearing Underoos to high school, you know.”

  “No, I didn’t,” Ellen said, and Shannon and Nate looked over at the grinning waitress. She put their silverware down and patted Nate on the head. “It’s good to have you back for a visit,” she said, then wandered off.

  “I never realized how much the sawdust dampens sound,” Nate said.

  “I imagine everyone in the bar will be talking about your underwear in the next couple of days.”

  “And people wonder why I stay overseas.”

  Shannon reached for a napkin. She did wonder why he’d stayed away. And why he was so keen on selling Brenner & Gill. But she didn’t want serious tonight. She wanted to relax with her…friend.

  * * *

  NATE WANTED TO PUT HIS ARM around Shannon as they walked back to the house. It was close to midnight, stupidly cold, and he was so drawn to her it was a bad joke. Instead, he kept his hands in his pockets and tried to stop watching her long enough to prevent walking straight into a streetlight pole.

  “I shouldn’t have had that last beer,” Shannon said.

  “No, you probably shouldn’t have.”

  She slowed her step and bumped his shoulder with hers. “You had more to drink than I did.”

  “We weren’t talking about me. I should have stopped after my second Guinness. But come on. Guinness. At Molly’s Shebeen. How am I supposed to resist that, hmm?”

  “You’re right,” she said. “You were perfectly justified. I, on the other hand, was reckless and foolish. I should be ashamed.”